Written by Ashley S.
I grew up being the UGLY, insecure, ditsy girl. I had one boyfriend during my pre-teen years. I considered him my first love, we’ll call him A. when I started growing up & maturing, boys actually started noticing me, I didn’t know how to act. I moved to Florida, and The top Defensive back football player of my school, we’ll call him B, starting hitting on me. We started talking during the summer. He said he wasn’t ready to be official because he wasn’t over his ex girlfriend, and I respected that, I felt the same way about A. He would sleep over & stuff; he had me thinking he was the sweetest guy ever. Around the time school started, he slept over & took my virginity. E X A C T L Y two days later, he made it official with some girl he met two weeks prior. Talk about heartbreak. And recently, I went back to New York to visit A, and we ended up having sex. Now? He avoids me. Doesn’t talk to me at all. What I’m saying is, Girls, Boys come and go and I had to learn that the hard way. I can’t say I didn’t have people try and warn me. I’m lucky to have older cousins who have been through enough and try to guide me. I was stubborn & didn’t listen. Sex can wait. You can wait and He can wait. If he can’t wait, then you already know he’s on a mission. It doesn’t matter if it’s “too late” it’s never too late. You have total control and if he chooses not to stand around and wait, then on to the next one. We always hear “ Oh, There more fish in the sea” excuse us for wanting a human. As girls, we deserve more. And trust me, all those boys that didn’t want to stick around? They come back. & You realize you don’t need them. Just wait and be you <3
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